You know…. This is supposed to be the best time for us! We just got out VERY OWN townhouse! Cheap mortgage. It took a lot of work to get it. And all we can do is fight. Ugh. This sucks. And it drains. I wish I could escape. Now. For turquoise water. And a pina colada. Justins ex wife and his mom and his cousin are all on a cruise RIGHT now…. Me? No. Not invited. Th ex wife was through. Grgrgegfgrgrrr. I need a a shot of vodka and a klonopin and watch Alice in Wonderland.